Since I grew up being forced to learn every single day about God & how amazing & wonderful he is, it took away any desire I might have to learn that for myself. I was so focused on the facts about God so I could ace my next bible test, that I completely forgot about having a relationship with Him.
After high school, when I faced the "real world," I realized that loving God isn't based on a religion, its based on a relationship. Once I was out on my own and God wasn't being shoved down my throat every day, I actually wanted to learn about him on my own. I believe it takes desiring God to have a genuine relationship with Him.
God did this so that they would seek him & perhaps reach out for him & find him, though he is not far from any one of us. -Acts 17:27
Selfie of me hugging Jesus.
